Today was one of those days i felt on top of the world. One of those days when unnecessary problems seem so far. (i.e. eye, thumb, school, work, the truth about you)

But since were on the subject. had it coming. i saw it coming. it came and still you deserve so much more. +++ I wish a true love for you. Someone that'll change you into a real man. step into the light and out of the your coward shell. be a real man.

Back to the subject:

Fish & chips + Milkshake = crazy delicious. <3
happiness of another > selfishness
losing $10 ≠ ruined day

invincible

im a person that doesnt know how to deal with sadness. and suggestions?

this is me expanding.

why do i feel weird?

its crazy. im gonna explode one day and all the weird feelings will be scattered across the street pavement, the windshield of cars and down the sewer drain. and ill look on and find the funny feeling im feeling right now is nothing more that a furry rabbits feet. thousands of them living in abdominal cavity. i hope this feeling ends asap.

youre gonna miss me, girl.

so i watched michael moore's newest film and id have to say i liked it. sure he's still has his grudge on bush and the republican party, but he does a better job calming his aggression down on this one. no red herrings, slippery slopes or personal attacks on this one. maybe some. but meant to be funny.

its called SiCKO. its about the medical care in the united states. its very informative. even if you don't know whats up with the medical system, moore goes through it step by step.

heres the link if you dont want to go buy tickets all the way in davis or arden for the movie:

http://www.tv-links.co.uk/show.do/9/4667

im not finished.

a restraining order. thats nice. he's always wanted one. all joking of course, but somethings stuck on his mind and its not the restraining order.

two weeks ago, he pocketed his cell phone and gripped his keys. he, at the moment, didnt care whether his feet were freezing to death inches deep in bark and mud. it was raining, and he was barefooted sitting at the side of a suburbian two story house. this is what suburbian kids do: sit in the rain barefooted trying to keep the shivering as quiet as possible. a few minutes before he was safely inside playing piano while she explore her new cell phone in an empty house when the garage door opens. after guessing it was safe to go he ran across the drowning grass to his car where he floored it out of block. just when he knew it was safe, he received a call from her explaining that her mother was informed by a neighbor that someone hopped their fence.

but thats not what the restraining order was for.

about seven months ago. he sat with her in a circle with two others passing a candle around. they all took turns explaining what made the other special. what are their strengths, the good qualities in that person. he told her she was beautiful and usually girls like her lacked a personality. he took the most cliche line ever and said that she was beautiful on both inside and out.

he pockets his cell phone and grips his keys. he, at the moment, doesnt care whether his feet are freezing to death inches deep in bark and mud. it was raining, and he was barefooted sitting at the side of a suburbian two story house. this is what suburbian kids do: sit in the rain barefooted trying to keep the shivering as quiet as possible. just a few minutes ago he was safely inside playing piano while she explore her new cell phone in an empty house. then the garage door opens.

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happy birthday, felix. thanks for the lunch, lui. lack of hygiene is back in, jeric. we should hang out more.

i received an email saying i wasnt updating my lj and my invisiblebunny friend was concerned. so here i am. to make sure my concerned friend isnt so concerned anymore.

well, im alive and well. doing the same old routine day after day. i havent been eating much though because my mom hasnt been cooking anything good for the past day and a half.

i gave up chocolate for lent. what was i thinking? first day into it, freaking temptation everywhere. when the hell did we start buying chocolate bars in the gross bundles? but yes ive been true to my word and kept chocolate out of my system. but im going through withdrawl symptoms. i told my brother to eat a twix while i watched. then i told him to eat two at a time. then i told him to bite one in half.

so two months paycheck have been used in one area: music equipment. yesterday i bought a 120W crate amp for praise. so that music checklist i made earlier this year is almost finished. no wait i think it is finished. mai mai and i also bought strap locks. we got chris some too. so we can throw our guitars whichever way we want without our straps becoming undone. i bought vernon drumsticks. poor bastard. cant seem to save money. he owes me hella much.

today i went to go see bridge to teribithia with my kin. i didnt think i was gonna like it because the commercials made it look like jurassic park or narnia, but i remember the book and it didnt have any fuggin pterydactyls in it. BUT i watch it and was pleased with another disney movie. they could have found a better lead child actor though. he didnt convince me. well... they cant all be robot child actor, haley joel. but the win-dixie girl (yes i saw windixie because im into that alright? lol. no i was bored okay?) played off the imaginative leslie off pretty good.

we visited my lolo. he's still hella funny.

im thinking about gettin back into drawing. i bought a pad and pencils a while back but havent touch them because im scared ill ruin the first page. better get started on that.

my lifes not too interesting right now. hope i didnt waste your time with this blog. goodnight kids.

yes i bought myself a lot of chocolate and candy for today. and yes im hella jealous of all of you who have somebody. goodnight.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nfHJR9U3XQ

i dont know... i think im crazy. i think i just bought a epiphone les paul standard w/ upgrades. its so hot though. I ADMIT IM MATERIALISTIC.

( WANNA SEE? )

and besides... its gonna be a long semester. :[